Apparently, my mom tells me, that everyone the Christmas sadness one time or two in their life.I always thought that it was impossible.I love Christmas. It is the holiday that I look forward to the most. But they’re right. the Christmas blues have hit me. Christmas stress have officially arrived. I can’t even bring myself to hang the pre lit garland.

I cant think of what has gotten into me. I just feel so tired lately. I was supposed to get gifts for everyone this week but I just can’t seem to find the right kind of cheer I need.I always try to my best to have a cheerful demeanor because I believe that when you shop happy you buy gifts that make people happy. As if things couldn’t get any worse, mu husband Jim was talking to his boss who mentioned how much fun he had at last years dinner party so essentially invited himself.Jim must have “forgotten” to tell me again last night.

On top of everything else like the gifts I still have left to buy, and the Christmas stress I have going on, I still have a dinner party to get ready. I’d like to switch the toggle to turn myself into Superwoman. There’s nothing going on. I’m just too tired. With my luck I’m going to come down with a cold.That would be hard on the children. People have come to expect the happy cheerful me at Christmas time. I wouldn’t want to hamper their festive mood.

Ugh. I truly don’t feel very good.Excuse me…. WHAT!? I’m officially out of my Christmas stress.

I just found out that Jim and I are having a baby! Bring on the festivities! I guess the flocked garland might get hung this year.